Makes Me Sick

My head spins from this cigarette
It makes me sick, but I cannot stop smoking it

The habit helps me forget

Till I'm dead
From embarrassment
It makes me sick
But I can't help to overthink

The habit helps me forget
Why I started
And why I can't quit

I think I had to fall to lose it (lose it)
Crawl through this
I'm covered head-to-toe in bruises (in bruises)
I'm making (I'm making) Excuses

'Cause I want it, I want it
What I want and what I need
It all feels the same to me

Habits help me forget
Why I started
And why I can't quit
What I want and what I need
It all feels the same to me, oh, oh, oh