Wish to Exist

I cannot be found pretending I have all that I need
All that's gone drifting through my mind again
I've lost the words, this was meant to be
Meaning to each other, you're to me
I hope that you know I'd find you in the end
But I guess it don't even matter

You say I'm losing grip on what's important
Don't be so fucking critical, these are my choices
You have broken me down for the last time

I walk this path alone, the everlasting heartache
I'm still so blinded by the darkness, recreate the dream
I walk this path alone, the everlasting heartache
I'm still so blinded by the darkness, recreate the dream

The unkillable surprise when the skull of all is the spirit
The sound burns in the deep but the hollows haunt my head

You're the beast in the grave
Like freshly sharpened blades, I cut you out
Dark words consume the sad eyes, the moon
Watching a river dance to the waltzing, to her mortal tune
Midnight loops as slivers shatter, glass
Penetrates the beast promised to find her
Aching burn, trapped in the howling night
Quiet as a child now sleeping in demise
Skin of those now lost and once caressed
They were lovers without knowing, black and white regret

This endless maze inside my head
The lord of evil, king of the dead
Eyes swelling with sorrow, her bones reaching out for home
Secrets she could only know but I
Guess that's just the way it goes, oh
That's just the way it goes

You say I'm losing grip on what's important
Don't be so fucking critical, these are my choices
You have broken me down for the last time

I walk this path alone, the everlasting heartache
I'm still so blinded by the darkness, recreate the dream
I walk this path alone, the everlasting heartache
I'm still so blinded by the darkness, recreate the dream

Blinded by your love for lies
Your love for lies