Slow Negative Order

Never again, never, never again
Am I buried in the black of a name
How can you say this is punishment for my crimes?
How can I justify?

Waiting for the feeling
Pinned down by your expectation
Sacrificing being myself a little more
Watch you disappearing
Wanting you to take me with you
Smile if you can hear me say I
Wasted it all on you

Time slowly betrays
It betrays every one of us
Now I take what I'm owed
Now I take what I'm owed
Oh god, it feels like so long ago

Time slowly betrays
Has nobody told you, has nobody told you?
I never did enough and now it's time
To make me part with yours and mine

Never again, never, never again
Am I buried in the black of a name
How can you say this is punishment for my crimes?

Oh, god, I've wasted it all on you
God I've wasted
All on you, on you, on you