Speechless

I don't belong to myself
It seems like I never was
In a hollow room without light
Wearing loneliness as a cross

Only echoes of my heart beat
Still remind me I am alive…

I'm crawling through the thorns of denial
These burning scars won't let me forget
Counting down my lifetime minutes
The perished moments of what I used to be
In the silence, death is calling my name
Death is calling my name…
If you ever looked in a mirror

You could see my face
I'm everywhere you go despite your will
Then I leave I leave without a trace

Saturated artificially flavored
Words forever rule unconscious minds

I feel the silence, it's taking me away
I hear the silence, it's wiping all my tears away
In the silence… in the silence… in the silence…