Be That Girl

How've you been feeling?
'Cause I've been dreaming that things were different
When I looked back
We were still intact
Don't know what I'm doing
Spent a few days thinking how we were slipping into that crack
No, don't do that
We can't go back

And I'm tired of overthinking
Disillusioned with believing
That I'II be that girl again

Tried quitting drinking
I kept my distance
Felt kind of good like I was back
It was to distract
I wanted to go
I wanted to go, but I couldn't leave you on your own

And I'm tired of overthinking
Disillusioned with believing
That I'II be that girl again

Think I'd better leave
I'm going home
Might be the last time you see me
You try to phone
I don't have energy to breathe
I'm better off alone

And I'm tired of overthinking
Disillusioned with believing
I'm in pain and never feeling
Like I'Il be that girl again