Medicate Yourself

Medicate yourself, throw it in your mouth
Need to spit it out, need to get it out
I can't keep it down
Might try talking now, but I don't know how
I'm just feeling down
Block the feeling out
It goes round and round

It goes round, and something feels wrong
Did it for my mum
Just to seem strong, just to feel numb
Take another one, happiness will come
It won't last long
Take another one 'til the feeling's gone
Take another one

The place it takes me to
Isn't good enough for you
So please don't make me choose now
The place it takes me to
Isn't good enough for you
So please don't make me choose now

Obliterate yourself
Call it mental health
But I don't even know what to call myself, myself, myself
I keep trying to make it right
Oh, I worry 'bout how to find
Peace in a past life
I keep trying to make it right
I keep trying

The place it takes me to
Isn't good enough for you
So please don't make me choose now
The place it takes me to
Isn't good enough for you
So please don't make me choose now

Nothing pulls me out
I'm not worried 'bout myself
When I know there's nothing else
I'm so scared to get the help
Nothing pulls me out
I'm not worried 'bout myself
When I know there's nothing else
I'm so scared to get the help

The place it takes me to
Isn't good enough for you
So please don't make me choose now
The place it takes me to
Isn't good enough for you
So please don't make me choose now