Last December

Wasn't sure I'd make it past December
Thought I'd broken all that I could break
I tripped into the dawn of my surrender
I'm so glad you didn't last December
I thank God you didn't last December

Every night I dream of you
Then you're not so far away
I've tried to die to be with you
Breathe in, black out, and start to fade

I put on a smile, so they won't discover
A cut so deep, I know I won't recover
Burns so cold, losing all control

Wasn't sure I'd make it past December
Thought I'd broken all that I could break
I tripped into the dawn of my surrender
I'm so glad you didn't last December
I thank God you didn't last December

Maybe I'm just not enough
Maybe things will never change
Maybe just a little blood
To let them know I'm not okay

I can't remember if there's words unspoken
I can't remember 'cause my heart is frozen
Paralyzed by the ice inside

Wasn't sure I'd make it past December
Thought I'd broken all that I could break
I tripped into the dawn of my surrender
I'm so glad you didn't last December
And I'm gonna still make it last December

December
December
December