Invisible

Never will I say that I was ever one of the people that didn't survive those times
I never expected I would fit in, but why would I want to?
And what amuses me the most is your attention seeking
When you found out I was doing well and your arrogance was suddenly fleeting

And still I questioned who I wanted to be
When everyone around was always using me
(Bad day, not life)
Because I'm invisible
You know I'm never gonna follow your lead
Why even bother when they already hate me?
(Guess they were right)
And I was invisible

Memories to you, me and I
When you all looked me dead pan in the eyes
And said that the world is a better place when people like me die
And what amuses me the most is your attention seeking
When you found out I was doing well and your arrogance was suddenly fleeting

And still I questioned who I wanted to be
When everyone around was always using me
(Bad day, not life)
Because I'm invisible
You know I'm never gonna follow your lead
Why even bother when they already hate me?
(Guess they were right)
And I was invisible

Now I look back and I am grateful
I cast that memory aside, doing much better in life
Now I look back and I am grateful
Feel much better inside, now that you're not in my life

And still I questioned who I wanted to be
When everyone around was always using me
(Bad day, not life)
Because I'm invisible
You know I'm never gonna follow your lead
Why even bother when they already hate me?
(Guess they were right)
And I was invisible