Apyrexy

I won't trust
Not for a lack of want
I stay at arm's length

Keep your distance
Long for connection
Patterns emerge
If I smile, you'll fuck me

Wear all black, avoid eye contact
It's for the best

Leave me buried in shame
Alone, hazy mistakes
Sit in ambivalence
Is it
Is it for the best?
Unapproachable
Is it for the
Is it for the
Is it for the
Is it for the worse?