New Order

I sent him away;
that irritating afternoon, long ago。
He knocked on the door、
reaching the damp corners deep inside me。

I sent him away;
that same irritating afternoon。
Tears ran down his face、
cooling the fire that burned in me。
Side by side, we linger;
unchanged, murky。
Better not to touch, better to leave it。。。
Unchanged, murky。

I pulled it out;
like a blank map、
and felt completely undone。
I pulled it out;
a blank map, and still, the weight remained。

Side by side, we linger;
unchanged, murky。
Better not to reach out… Better to leave it。
Unchanged, murky。