Delusional

My lord, my holy keeper
How will you heal me from this?
It feels a parasite swimming inside

The space you once took up
It's held by darkness now
Mindless abandon by your shadow wailing

Sing me into your night
I couldn't be more blinded by you
Drag me all through your life
I couldn't be more broken by you
Keep me tied to your spite
I couldn't be more buried by you

Courage, you sneaky creature
Why'd you go show me like this?
It feels delusional, grinning aside

The place I first met you
It's filled by darkness now
Spineless abandon by your shadow
Fading

Sing me into your night
I couldn't be more blinded by you
Drag me all through your life
I couldn't be more broken by you
Keep me tied to your spite
I couldn't be more buried by you